Hello All

This is my first journal,so bare with me ^^

You see my mom has this new boyfriend,i'm nice to him,all the time. But appearently he doesn't like me. And i don't know why. I wanna tell my mom,that "Blake" doesn't like me. (that's his name) But she loves him,very much-and i don't wanna ruin this for her. A coupls of days ago,i was at my friends house,and then my friend said to me--"There's this creepy guy outside". I go look,and it's him. He's been following me everywhere,ever since i met him. Creepy right? I feel like i'm being stalked. I don't know what to do.. But all this is starting to freak me out, and i don't like it. And it is freaky when i'm home alone with him.

I just wish,my mom won't marry this guy. And everytime when blake is out,and i go talk to my mom about him,she tells me--"i have nothing to worry about,he just worries about my safety,and i love him very much, and that he is going to be your "new" dad". Hell no

I just want my real dad back...